I haven't been coming here so often lately, just like so many other things that i haven't been doing lately, and just like how i miss coming here i also miss my old me, so much that when i read back my posts here, i feel it is completely by somebody else, somebody i barely know from a very very long time
Just recently I have been so much thinking about how ppl try to escape from their future, it just gets them stuck where they are afraid to lose what they have or afraid to get hurt some ppl think of change as a dangerous thing,
i understand that it is scary, to leave the known and go for the unknown, to try something with a 50-50 chance of failure, to be afraid of getting hurt, but know what? I think we die from the inside if we don't change!
if we don't move on and evolve Nothing stays the same and if you try to keep things as they are, you just end up dead inside, stuck and frozen in time and even that thing you tried to hold on to, will lose its taste after a while
You can't deceive time, it is either you walk with it or it will grab you by our neck, so better go willingly and enjoy it I have been never afraid of change, and though i miss this person i was in the past, i also know i can't be back in history, he was there in the right time but back then, that was his time, not now
Don't be scared of life, don't think much and plan much for the future, for all i know, we will not be the same person 1 year from now, and for all i know, we might not even like the same things we like now, so why should we even bother with the far feature! Just dropping some random thoughts here